Saturday, November 29, 2008
Even though my shoulder is aching and my fingers feel sore for practicing 2 hours non-stop, but it felt so good to be playing the violin again. Especially when I could actually complete a song, and it sounded decent for once. I was even determined enough to practice my violin studies, though my wrist hurt like hell afterwards.
Although I haven't touch music for months, but I know that,
music is still the love of my life.
I miss the old MEP days. Where we had so much fun playing/singing/composing music. It was nothing like the sciences and the math, where all we do is memorize and do boring problems. Music was challenging at times, but I can say that I was happy more than sad/stressed out.
I really want to go for violin lessons again, but I know I won't have time. Especially since I have to pull up my marks. :/ And when I was blog-hopping the other day, I realized that there are people who misses music, just like me. (:
Let's hope I won't abandon my violin for 2 months again, even though I don't love my violin THAT much.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:44 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Dearest Jasmine & Jessica Law,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!
Even though both of you are separate this year, do have a good birthday on your own! Thank you for all that you both have done for me. It was amazing how I've met the both of you in different situations, and I'm glad that we are friends. (:
I love you two very very much, and you two will always be my favourite pair of twins! ♥♥♥
Missing the both of you tons.
Love,
Vickaaaay!
"Times change and people change, but we'll stay friends forever."
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:00 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Looking through all of my past posts, or rather the posts before I left Singapore, I'm reminded of how many hearts I've broke. My departure had actually affected so many people. No matter how close or distant I am from them, they've never forgotten about me. Does this make me a selfish person? For only thinking of myself and not the people around me?
With each passing moment, I'm missing the times back in Singapore more. And for all those times that I've taken for granted, I do feel regretful about them.
I hope tomorrow turns out fine. Totally not looking forward to it, because I know I'll be disappointed. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:09 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
I FEEL VERY LOVED. ♥♥♥
I have friends all the way from Singapore (which is thousand and thousand of miles away) thinking, missing, caring, and showing concern for me. So to all those who like to call me a loner and really think that I have no friends, TAKE THAT. Nothing can beat having friends who think of you from such a faraway place.
Honestly, if I were to choose between being a loner but having these friends, or having lots of friends here but losing those in Singapore, I'll choose my lovelies from Singapore. (:
I LOVE YOU ALL. Heehee, see how contented I am when you all simply tag a short, sweet message on my tagboard. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:33 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
I have no life. ): ): ):
I feel deprived of a life. My life currently consists of school and home ONLY. Even if I go out, it will be with family. How sad can that be?I'm sick of staying at home. I'm sick of doing homework. I haven't had fun in such a long time.
Because of this, I'll always be reminded of life back in Singapore. Where I know I'll always be able to find friends to accompany me for the day. I even miss having heart to heart talks, because I simply don't have them anymore.
Ah, depressing. I shall just go and sleep my afternoon away again.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
2:57 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
It's snowing! But it's only light snow, so not very pretty yet. HAHA.
Secretly, I'm quite excited. But I don't dare to say it out, because people here get so sick of snow and they'll think that I've gone crazy or something. :/
I want to go out and play with snow. Yet I'm scared of freezing to death. HAHA.
Chemistry unit test tomorrow, it's 12.45am now, and I'm not sleeping. HMM. Hopefully I can get perfect on that test, since I feel so well-prepared now, when in actual fact, that might not be the case. D:
Friends, do come and visit me some time in winter and we can go play with snow. :D
Just thinking about it makes me excited.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:39 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
I want to go to Hong Kong now. My sister seems to be having so much fun there. ): And I miss all the shopping, food, basically everything in Hong Kong. Oh well, I'll just have to wait patiently for 8-9 more months. ): ): ):
Two tests and a quiz this week. I know I'll survive.
I hate mondays, because they make the weekends seem so far away.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
5:44 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I really hate feeling disappointed every single time I get back a physics test or quiz. And the worse thing is that, I knew I could have put in more effort. I started out so well in the course, so determined to master that much hated subject. I don't want and I'm not willing to let physics pull down my average. If I honestly don't buck up, I don't know what I'm going to do with myself.
Am I trying not hard enough? Damn it, I really feel like giving up.
And I'm totally drained out nowadays. I wish I didn't have to think so much. I wish I didn't have to be so uncertain about so many things. I want lots and lots of cotton candy now. ):
On another note, Jasminelaw should probably be in China now. I'm going to miss talking to her so terribly. I can never get by a week without talking to her, and now, she's gone for like 12 days. Oh well, at least she's going there to do something productive, which is to train hard and become like the best shooter. :D
All of a sudden, I'm feeling completely lost. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. Okay, I should stop thinking.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:22 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
I'm turning into an angsty, grumpy person.
If that was really true, I won't keep it in anymore. There's always a limit to everything, and it's just not fair that I get words stuffed into my mouth. Honestly, if it's a small matter, I wouldn't mind. But excuse me, people are starting to have a bad image of me. I'm not going to admit to something that I didn't do. And one thing, I do need to survive out there too.
Oh, and one thing for sure, I do have more than 2 or 3 friends. So stop making me sound like I'm a complete loner. And in my
warm, cosy and wonderful home, a best friend of the opposite gender does not exist.
I used to think that hearing about all these drama were pretty interesting. But to experience it is a completely different story. Honestly, I just want to focus on my studies. Can I be spared please? It's not surprising why I'm actually starting to consider to stay on campus next year.
I'm sorry if this is going to offend anyone, because I'm still pretty mad now. And if I really did screw my physics test up, I have no idea if I should laugh or cry.
It would be a dream if I actually can and am willing to flunk physics.
Am I being childish and immature again?
I actually hate my best friend for making my brain work this way nowadays. I'm not very fond of the idea of growing up at all.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:13 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Two months ago, sweetheart told me to be brave and strong. Two months later, sweetheart told me that again. I guess challenges are never-ending, are they?
Sweetheart is right, I can never let it go so easily. I knew right from the beginning that this wouldn't be easy at all. Yet I was confident that I would be able to do it. But what happened to all those confidence all of a sudden?
"Never to let things go without trying and giving your 100%, cause if not, you're bound to regret it." Thanks sweetheart. (:
Jasminelaw, thank you for listening to me too. I don't know how I'm going to survive when you go to China. :/
If you're really willing to take that step, I'll take that step with you. ♥
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
2:07 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
I love this week. (:
I get to come home and plop down on my bed after lunch for at least a 2 hours nap for the past 2 consecutive days. :D 2 hours provided that I don't get woken up by someone. I swear I'm going to grow fat from sleeping straight after lunch.
Okay, I have nothing to blog about. I'm sorry to disappoint those who actually come to read my blog. :/ But thank you to my dearest TK clique for tagging, which makes me feel very much loved.
I can't wait till the weekend. Weekends are my heaven. (:
(Jasminelaw, you better not laugh at me!)
Because of you, I'm happy. ♥
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:42 PM